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| Hey I'm updating! So the dating thing. Was, now not. It's for the best. no worries. Got a new mp, sounds quite good i think. The concerto competition first round is next week. I've got to get on things if i'm gonna win. lol. I'm busy, but things are well!
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| So I've caved, and I'm updating. I've been so busy the last couple of weeks. Opera rehearsals are in full swing which is great fun, we start full rehearsals tomorrow. I've been running not as much as I'd like or need to. It gives me this great outlet to think and just release. baking also. I'm practicing a lot these days for the concerto competition and my life in general. It sincerely hurts me to have to do my homework. I don't like it that much. But I'm being good. The weeks fly by though. I'm going to start working on my history paper so that I can have at least 1 writing sample to submit for grad school auditions. I'd hate to not get in because I'm stupid. That will be very time consuming but I'm kind of looking forward to it. This that, blah blah. Despite being so busy and all, i've only had 1 breakdown in the past two weeks, which i quickly got over. It was at bass pro. haha. Just a bit more structure to my days will make all the difference. I'm afraid I'm going to have to say goodbye to my dear friends rachel, alton, and giada. Tear! I shall survive though. So I might be dating someone? or maybe just haning out with them. I'm not really sure. I'm also just relaxing about that too. He's swell. too good to be true. But keep your fingers crossed. It isn't too often that such a fantastic person shows interest in me, it's wonderful! And, btw. M30 is magic! I'm so glad to have all of my Bosom Buddies. I love you all, if you think that you might be one, you're probably right!
Love,
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Fame
By Irene Cara, Michael Gore, Paul McCrane
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things are on the upswing. I'm feeling fat and sassy and happy and all of that. I never update this thing so anyone who doesn't interact with me on a daily basis doesn't really know too much about what's happening in my life, but I update every once and awhile as a sort of tease into the world of spencer? something like that. Well, my life is an open book, so if you want to know, and you don't think that you already do, then ask. Life is well generally however though. going home in a couple of weeks and that will be very fun i'll bet. I'm headed to dallas next weekend for a dso concert, which will at the very least be a blast. I'm excited. life is well.
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| Things are well. I had very good lessons today so that was refreshing to say the least. I may have a new running partner...we shall see. It makes me laugh. haha. I'm pretty content. just hanging out. I'm excited about the orchestra concert next tuesday. I think it has the potential to be not bad. I hope it turns out well for us. After that is finished we will start in on the opera, which will for sure be a good time, but a lot of work. I accidentially got into a very long discussion about religious beliefs and such this afternoon. Oh my, how I do not enjoy those. I don't ask questions to christians so that they will explain and 'convert' me, I ask because I know there isn't a satisfactory answer for me. The conversations are actually stimulating, but I do hate how they oft turn into a right/wrong type battle. I don't beleive that is how it should be. Faith, in whatever or whomever is a very personal thing, that doesn't necessarily need to be justified, or can even be justified to another who holds a different faith. I think that too often people can't see the forest for all trees. The big picture is what is important to me at least. Perhaps the answer is that there is no one answer to all questions? Who knows? not me. I leave with a deep quote: "I beleive that sex is a beautiful thing, and while you're young you should do it with as many different people as you can. As long as you use a condom and take a shower I don't see what the big deal is" ---clemi--- That is a lot like religion.
love one another!
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| I need some excitement in my life. I feel just sort of blah for a
lack of a better word. It probably, and assuredly isn't helping
that I'm tired. I worked last night and it kept me from a
potentially very fun party and also in an indirect way from an equally
fun time in dallas. Rgis is runing my life. Well, not
really. I ran a race at lake hefner on saturday and I won
my age group and I probably made it into the top ten overall. I
was kinda excited about it. I received a medal, which tickles
me. I'm getting faster but my speed as far as long endurance goes
is average at best. I need to get down to around a six minute
mile pace for at least ten miles to boost my endurance. That is
exciting to work on I suppose. School is going very very well, It
looks like the opera clarinet section is going to work out exactly like
I want it too! I'm very excited about that, very.
whoo!
So I've decided that I need to start dating someone. I make
excuses about it all the time about being too busy or this or
that. But as we all know that is just a defense mechanism
designed to disguise my being afraid. Well, baby steps I suppose.
Love spence!
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